This is a man aching, this is the damn breaking.
I love you, remember that.
What’s wrong with me?
Fuck days.
I miss my best friend.
This was worst than before.
I’m trying to keep myself together but I can’t. I can’t.
Wake up. Realize.
I’m never gonna get it together, I’m never gonna be happy in that way, I’m never gonna have you forever, am I?
No one understands how much this has affectedÂ
Maybe one day I’ll accept it. I doubt it. But I know for a fact that I will never ever forgive myself. ever. How could I?
Stay calm.